23 March 2016

to and fro

sadness is always sinking
where i have not a reason
it just doesn't feel smooth

or rather

i can't come to terms
with the difficulties
of saying goodbye
so i compensate
laying on thick
not easily
letting go
of those
about
to die

05 November 2015

sliver of blight

save but a sliver
as eyes brush aloft
gate to be open
as books always crack
descention silence
clocks clap clasp heel
I am stunned
quivering speechless 
quake a late awake
am I near
could you guide me
can I reach out
may I call on
will I seem too fond
lest I forget so soon
sigh fishing
side corner 
door dormer
red red and 
red yet again

11 May 2015

cascade of will

summer of sweat
floating ocean
up and down the dunes
laughing up kicking
sands on the dirt bikes

quiet calm of waves left wrapping
[turbulent]
frothy crushed bubbles exploding in tiny mist
whipped by wind of the open water

mountain playing her part
starting objections
leaned on lay fairs
woods slips
dreams of relief

so goes the flash of underneath
quiet kind for figuring
fully minimal

saved

14 November 2014

a fine life

wondrous whimper of blades in the wind
the wax shakes in complicated cubes
fashioning dunes to our outer garments
we take pause to inspect rocks and reeds
clamoring as little as they need to be
sequential smiles chant from child
to the ambivalent exercising habit
i pick my teeth of the excitement
widening a path of today's sole destination
found agape yet pushing, they conform
forming questions among poles
spake in the sand. too much?
i sense time and scent most of all
catch a glimpse, could you?
fineness is a mindset of quality
and the passion of sweat and of letting
why spy when the stitch lays out 
among the pebbles 
when petals tiptoe closer
a fine grain
a rampant peaceful resource
i swipe hidden hints
fumble, yet with will, get there
the angles thin
anger leaves it alone
for now, we are fond

17 April 2014

the wrong sword

for rings wisp a venom 
in bright chaos rasping
indeed far sur bellows
thoughts barren
protruding

fine grains be foul
stained 
behest
crouched
weathered for face value
under still, shiny gloats
as spines could
lash without iron

we fill where there isn't

waken 
take what lies
as shapes overlap
indignity falls


25 October 2012

monkey love jig

...and so shales the seance

a crave to curl encaved
a reign of enclaves quaking
pews tossed about
in a long string
of misunderstanding
as if history was any indication
we can't be troubled to look back

swell pressing on
with three thumbs
only one thimble
abraded fades
fairly traded
inevitable

should the doom come around back
our lost elders will scry in seconds
what took a lifetime to understand
came to take the undertaking of the rest

i jest
in all seriousness
and clamor
for a swig

29 September 2012

slahterhaus

ifzy://

designed to disappear
without a word
urgent wall
tall
exceptable

they lake of buffalo
all stacked
in upward
aware of another
comes motion
skilled slowly

guilded alone
gloan
owned subtly
all live on
an island of birds
called
by them only
flown
is their saying
in case
of a speaking
a note
in a gnome
aim a name
I U
We
as in royalty

26 September 2012

the crass

beneath the wistful window
comes a darling little gem
to sparkle like none other
to sword fight in a song

an elbow wakes the edge
earlier than expected
as the water turns down
main mist breathes inward

a softness unmanned
i lost something in the wind
more like winter
has come
has gone

recharging can wait
we must press on
to pin the obvious
on one who escapes
only for the moment


25 May 2012

coal catcher

A stale breath
Keeps bones dry
It weaps a separate
Sigh It flitters

Wind

"The songs of a friend
All lapse into time
As salt onto banks
Reground into mind"

Old hope is on elbows
Of elephants and pelicans
Who swallowed ideas
Who called in the night

A gate slaps the face
Who?
It is the future
Breaking the present
Before either has opened

In the ground
Severed charm
One way
One name
Aimed
Arced
Airborne

17 March 2012

it can, sir

fine dust whistles
door cracks bigger
offering fears

by a birthing
courting unseen
hoarded akin
freely winged
alit in ruin, the sanctuary

11 November 2011

11 11

eleven eleven
everything in a pair. when they come by two.
kiss your neighbor. express how it flows from within you.

eleven eleven
make another arbitrary choice. one that aesthetically pleases.
one that makes sense. on it’s own. or with another.

eleven eleven
act with intention. in repetition. on each choice.
or to bore. every time two pairs come along.

eleven eleven
every bit as keen as the one before it.
choose another title. make it ambiguous.

eleven eleven
think of a clever way. to make the next disappear.
pass the moment like the one before.

eleven eleven
a choice yet unrepeated. find one like it.
how do we rember these present moments.

eleven eleven
reference another’s action. with it the wind.
cycle continuous. alive whenever noticed.

eleven eleven
shiver for not forgetting. one sliver. a semblance.
shine forever. silence of darkness. rarely a mishap.

eleven eleven
peacefully break one into two. stay strong. illuminate.
caress unto future. a perfect strand continuing.

eleven eleven
tenderize sleep. ever quickening. the softness.
shade the weak waters. grow tall among giants.

eleven eleven 
commensurate visions. all tears blown aside. doomed to duality. 
wind inward and outward. until neither is closer.

07 August 2011

poem on sacrilege

kjgu8279://

stretch to feeding
although an acceptance
south trail expectance
wrath souvenir

let's be smart about this

shapes cut from custom
intrigue even masters
homestyle is honed
as in textual prison

an immense passion
for dancing the curtain
for capturing candor
or hoarding ellipses

we quit when the whispers
turn furtive and listless
when fanciful wishes
are nothing predictions

and as glockenspiels ping it
i ride onto lexing
to spake of a spiking
and follow in signal

so please take my warding
of pictures attested
to close as in clothing
to drive into dying

01 February 2011

sleeping wounds

lagi957899://

silenced manger
a manager of likewise wisdom
a secret, a serpent
can roll, can't it
incanted. touched a long time

paralysis sewn onto figure
ligatures like embellishment
complex patterns unforeseen by manufacture
consequences of sleeping too soon
a boon, a wane, the early purpose

kept swinging a rusted gate
coined in the sea of terms
while the living find worm casings in their lighthouses
i'll pass. lit by candle. filled by cradle.
as tragedy comes in full

on the eve of solution
they tilt astonishingly
wonder why this brash isn't as adverted
i burn the corners
and flounder for closure

12 October 2010

partially started

alg82://

social sector
a massive necktie
a word about our elders

such fine scrapings
along a desolate surface
our differences are nil
the soliloquy, quartering

if i find a dark passage
i work to make silk
if i push on dead wood
i watch as it rots

regeneration is again an alarming prospect

the cane
the whip
a slide

26 July 2010

suffering

ag832://

death is no longer reserved for the weak and old

unable to feed, this one will not survive

as the wind freezes over your eyes
your last moments of shivering


there is little that can be done at this point

life is indeed suffering

13 February 2010

we last, unerring

kjadg737://

rye bits clutter webs entwine mended
flight straight or fight shunted
for sheep became shades astrafe scrying
with wrath hands clung to loose veins
already shown to feast faulty freely creases
dreams unshun leaves wander quaking
we weave we weap wean healing

[keep it glowing. slippen]

sown themes crumble down
crushing sane crush increasing
feasible lean hoard sail or falter
short sworn or fine eyes run remissant
brash hesitant seen training almost
along the path left desired

[chide. enlisted]

shy of safe frenetic creasement
another hanging bounded branches
weakened seeper inner clutcher
ward claw crawl backward
free sent shepherd freshly scented
alas coping
a net stolen
we last touted
found unerring

13 January 2010

choft breeze

,mahg9267://

gelf melding
never a ferret
shakes trees under
the writing of
unmemorable moments

02 January 2010

while the staff

a,jdg72://

shiver
as truth unfolds
a world beneath
we can wait below
we can follow

thine ice
thorny missing
perhaps tearing
for chance
seldom swims

bye
crane abrasing
right down
fog robbing
another wink
from abode
to abode

swine strikes
soap strangely
wishing
not pouring
questions
what

stumbles
falls

05 November 2009

graves

oti083://

show
spirit
moon
been watching

who's here?
all of
the people

mud cracks
among us

slight
faint

fade

14 May 2009

same names

;lakg837://

tell me what's good for you.
what's good for the world.
smiling at amusement.
shining at times.
yet at first.
odd and outnumbered.
shackled to answers.
beguiled. destroyed. elixir.
unanointed again. and again. and again.
unackowledged.
skipping as fleeting aslice inward shard innard turn inertion.
first insert it. your turn. a knack, a nasty knack on it.
hit. hick. hurl hurt served heard anerve inert under obvinannonnn-nape.
already allowed never to liv tune a true toon too alive.
to ascribe tonight knives alleviate naypor alline needer nap an nancerog gurflush
shush shhha name and safe saving for second skin.
nimble and announced. blurred. toward hermitage.
basking an askessen ash sash. actually half-hashishin in shambles ashamed.
reassembled so blown unshielded as sheeting and kneeling beside an axe
half stacked on other stack of make believe masters fust mixing in askin to catch wind..away! AWAY!

.
seemingly strange
arranged in pretty patterns

26 March 2009

what became of combing

kg9i2388://

darkened dodger
for clothes serve serenity
tell no one you were here
to trace along story

for fear begets uncasting
of innards to sancture
they grant you alarm
i grant you an armistice

now to your choosing
now forward toward sleuth

what is it that keeps one keep ticking?
what boils beneath fight quite icy seas?

quiet your mind
or duck under holding
i'm folding your methods
till then

15 January 2009

day old avarice

kjag82://

water wing cracked
powdery dost goes
poof
whence retracting
woof close
much dust
an explosion
to tooth
toward fang
on anger

and what can live inside itself?

an angle of languish
burnt ceiling
fresh mist
cost of clinging

with holes
waft wholly

20 November 2008

new coin

lkf82://

chirp fraught out sharpas
ring sung froth wrangling
these swings bring fangle
creeping elevations
the start

fort grey wind stinging
roth sizes tomb doubling
then nothing
then something

stunt harangue muted
soft repetition for finishing
sun less sarcastic
lost stepping yet stirs red emotion
drafted devotion little by logic
a lot by commotion
escaping by night
fettered by day

of course we're aghast

22 August 2008

words for my love

ljkg83://

day of travel begins
hard wind force face scratch
back of throat raising head
now leg now body forms fills to follow
please swallow as i open yes oh please enter me

send me swilling down the well i swim in sensual essence
feel your heart beating brightly
your mind finding sighting
i feel your body focused breathing
braiding breathtaking
raised up
rising to each other feeling needs filling wishes

oh baby! our making is amazing
exploding by exciting on fire tip hot slapped skin slides
yes goes down then up sweaty sideways mouths meeting
nourishing cores comes quality bonding moaning reeling
dreaming we are slipping lips longing luscious we are loving
we are moving every motion in me growing growth emotion
welling feeding freeing feeling
bursting in now out now inside bathing
trails we're paving tracing seeping swelling
seeing seedlings starting sprouting reaching aching

we the season spinning cycles
where our worlds will mix with wildness
slow exploding so we watch it
like waterfalls washing each other
waves of craving blows the wind of living
what a solid base to wake upon

a wink
a hug
wet kiss
on lips
a spark
in mind
alive
in love

07 August 2008

in the shadow of light

ljkdgu82://

screaming
expanding
a wretch

toward wretching
toward reaching

step
skid
salivate

watering weary
for wheeling
for failing

now flailing
absconce
anon
abrasived

for a wing thinks otherwise
dull pulling
strange nookery
tucked inside frash wrapping
the quell

sound turnavell worship
death derth
gnash scorching

a wish
a pletter
the elm

20 April 2008

open gates

kjadg82://

corner stone
a whisp of wind
turns poplar leaf
to wrists in raga

one grain at a time
my mind let you enter
to shifting dunes
migrating river

a shimmer
a shade


seeds
eying simply
yes living
yet hidden
life novice
light trellis
all ever
all motion

a thousand fingers
as one
to peel
away pines
so slightly
by one
we mix
vast ocean
with wishes

we sway

some say
the closer you look
the further you are
from mountains
moons
suspended dimension

now
a
flow
into balance
sleeping inside me
and
i want you
to
pull me
into the afterlife
when
the time
is time

i'm open

31 March 2008

hearts

jkag-29f385://

i see you within snowflakes
beautiful ever falling
forgetting futures
alive entwined
our moment
..to taste
breathe
churn
love

26 March 2008

sundrenched spine

l;akdg892://

like mines
we dig feelings
from just under surface
marking indirect core or forever nor never

take time from a lineup
like a fossil tells a story

25 March 2008

i have the maze

mg23789://

struck by simplicity
dreaming sunrise
dripping sky lines
friendship remembrance
embrace
sharp growth
flowing
known

[infinite]

strand thinning
brackish magic
hold disappearing
previously present
can not contact
those without senses

young rise unwisdom
old fell deciding
fresh habits die slowly
stale acquaintance
live brittle

[inside <---outside---> inside]

shelter known home
safety as silhouette
stow stolen memories
still until swollen
sty until drying
simple crack within waning
secrets flood
secret flood planes of mind

16 November 2007

the desert

l;adgkh0-93://

[close up, far away]

one foot
another
other foot
over
over and over
and over and
over

[sifting tear dry, cluster dust storm]

sand wells in cries out leaps up
lasts long enough for seed to send
fresh wish or hear seen key treatise flee
shelf little settle in vain sore akin gentle
frame pain for in n extended stain
seek a who what sigh sign and when not to will us?
well, for one, we sense the well why run dry
know not to tell trellis lest cast best new truthful lust
to tune of two by trust one falls all down get up grow
over other nother another and none there none other than
one there none here
or there or there either

[here, nor there]

nest thirst fast turned
lungs burst ow outward
then inward
then outward
now inward
show outward
how to huddle
stay subtle still
shout shut up
silent in hovel
dire need to be drank
or more rays of confusion
illusion gone along
rise and try it

[askew often, break for bending]

this may part the where
can't count seem to scene
has it how or not has
so long had it been
then lain down in the skin
and forget how to swallow
selling senses for life spaning
seen through a smelling
last chance to get warm
shadow frozen ungreeting
our coffin prepared from
delusional questions

"even done evened out sick mimic listless
it laps at the last of us clinging to lasts of it
fading bits seemlessly sadness while takes us"

[raise head up, feel the vastness]

so i sit and stare
tell tales far unraveling
a lore of mind traveling
of once and again we found friends in the dead like
freshly forged swords hidden in leaves
these nothings are harder than end apparitions
so verge end suspension bend curve to horizon
by broom i mean repeats of fine tuning patterns
of ladders elongated lengthened the line
in time and along with the why i am finding
myself in this place
myself in this place
why i am finding
myself in this place

15 November 2007

aplague

kd927://

scene I
rings form leader [.] star find blind
rise slate ride [.] lied eye crime

scene II
children mine [.] chill den tine
try the lye [.] try to find

[innermission]

scene III
knell to health [.] lull in shell
tell you what [.] sell your ride

scene IIII
i fry [.] i fetch
she lets [.] she nests

13 November 2007

mad nest

f827://

as i breathe in chemical coconut
i am reminded what it feels like
to be entangled with another
yet i laugh in the corner
for no reason at all

sometimes i feel like luck truly flows
other times i feel
a true depth of
stabs in my face
from sculptures gone wild

so i
check up on concussion
make eyes with another pianist
see the vast landscape of future
wonder if she feels that i wonder if she feels

for that
i love repetition
except the burning
old unexpected

so new
i know
who knew?
me, no

07 November 2007

upon entering

lkajdg872://

in here
smoke calm
frought fell
understanding
yet no one is coming
to the rescue

out of slander
or pink chip company
the trade
dark

stage
set
a last whistle
still on limb
without
kiss crust or cuddle

i must admit
i can't seem to find the exit

11 October 2007

chank jonk

akjdg782://

juice bean
dance ban
nice bane
cramp band
salt burn
framp cramp
cram ramp
naam hump
damp month
drunk tank
dunk tranq
ran crayon
rank crang
runk ronk
jungle junk
trunk stank
krunk grain
crumb bank
rung wrong
rug romp
ruk rock
crock cruk
clug clung
slug luck
slump pump
shrug chunk
shunk lung
rub rump
rum ride
tum tied
lump sum
sun song
sung long
low hum
holt hold
colt coal
un hair
one wear
went whote
why when
wan whan
wham whamp
pwam hamp
hand and
ann am
amp pam
pan tan
ten tent
dent ent
dan ant
han hant
had add
dad dant
an tant
tin din
dint did
didn't tid
tad da
del lil
lit lat
lad let
led lent
lend el
len del
wendel what
woah wild

08 October 2007

detach mint

aldkg72://

like a dinner dresser wound
i drape flower over coating
so no one comes back
from the war
we won

no flowing cares
for one surprise
unlike a wretch
lurching golden
searing carriages

fraught illiterally
whip overalls amidst
cholera men
daybreak women
and those without faces

it must go without saying
but i said it anyway
there and now here
we think about you
please stop

he can't

21 September 2007

coal. in calling

lkadfog3972://

grow forn awl crawl
so no journing
fore to pair yourself
with disintegrating tendril
ridding con exception friend
free fiend means nothing now
just finds my mind inescapable
like cuts in the face

while you
park near
park structure
he draws near
to draw sword
i disarm
yet somehow
known new crown
to turn away too late

as the back opens widely
waft of town meat
beats olfactory
to the yellowed tooth
you crumble
you crush
down on concrete
poured in an afternoon
flannel collar felt on
cheek stacked neatly
a shudder of fall air

words of nominal hate
enter scream dream
feasting upon thoughts
like pagan dramaturgy

file under useless

pure and giving up

19 August 2007

hollow house

jf938://

dripping
cold
hidden in shadows
yet i feel presence
crack opening shell
already another
feeding has begun
plan firms surface
frail only
it must have read

the stench of ungrace
to move toward sun sonic
to help the helpless
recognize immediately
from washed skin appearing
to fearless unfairly indifferent
dismissive so i spit and split
with long look goodbye
careful to not turn my back
as i pass through threshold
and with it new lurkers

rarely the case yet
i realize this place
may have always been sucking on souls

i shudder

light a fire for warmth
disappear into the faces

14 August 2007

:( we ):

;lakdg92://

i killed something today
but i'm not telling you
what it was

what was it?
tell me
what is it?

shh....

dance!!
we all now
hold ourselves under
head down contorted
clawing panic
counterpart twitch
until beaming with
which ring despair
we become

:| quiet |:

we become water
a willing death
to live forever
to forfeit every moment
we climb
we dive
we die

09 August 2007

ashamement

;lakdg892://

it is a crime

the way
confidence
masks pale face
of manipulation

all the while
falling for ease
the way
lightning
chains us
together

i call upon
calm bondage
through hail
through fog
to uplift
those left behind

the way
fury
begs companionship
on heels
of broken legs

it is a crime

to not seek
deep seeds
in ways
a mind
won't let itself
dry out alone

calling upon pathways
of solitary atonement
redirecting
the way
indifference
turns heads
like those sold
into slavery

the way
wings
grow old
into
cold avarice

it is a crime

the way
those
left festering
are told
to fend for themselves
to forget suffering
to live within filth
to tear apart soul

allowing further
mellow whisperings
of a core
growing still

helplessly
abandoned

forgotten

31 July 2007

i'm climbing

abhpe06d05://

i fell . what happened?
hit my head . confused
stumbled . darkness
cold earth . damp roots
inner deep place
gasping for air
grasping for balance
fasting for friendship
unlasting sailing
looked up . light
howling . hungry

sat down
gave in
slept
awoke
thought
understanding
decision
action

crawling out hole
clawing in clay
now are climbing
hands over foot
out then upright
on to striding

patient searching
senses opened
further until
rot spotted
no pause
only a
rush inward
stone face
fully engaged
happily resolved

to cut down
all fears
to fell
all obstacles
to fend
all friends
to love
all enemies

by chance comes answers
to questions of consequence
as in 'paradox awaits'
yet one wish is certain

i am coming for you

chanting
death to all hatred
death to predation
death to all who seek destruction

best to give up now
while you still can
before your mind
becomes silenced

forever

is it necessary

,.akjdg72166://

hidden in leaves
..an
omen of peacetime
some call blessing
..but
i must admit
i have missed
mine long time
might be necessary

button been jammed
..and
soon replacing face
..then
sand scrubbing circuits
can be necessary

need can crawl
out of hole
..for
to redig into
cold folding world
..it
could be necessary

..now
circular reasoning swings
snakes to surface
..with
yellow in open
whisp white away

..yes
it is necessary

30 July 2007

dim the dark

kajg27://

in the dark
some ways i see floaters
but mostly in light
i see sparkling eyes
warped through wisdom
days of curiosity

in the dark
we question
and think by candle
afraid to reach into unknown
but mostly in light
we free ourselves of burden
and think of earth's beautiful mother

what happened?

21 July 2007

empty death into my mouth

;lako838t://

i drink life
repeating our oath
with bone rings on soaked bandages
flesh found clawing through stone
air scroll ward weary woman . alift

even spiders can slip
into crush of solar claws
knowing all too well
how to order avengence

a world closing in on hatred
as we wish for devouring
tale spun . tail missing
beneath cowl . whimpers

following ages of experience
we wade into brackish blood
to take the head
to show the children
they are safe again

19 July 2007

the oracle

.kajdg82://

poison
toys in the attic
eggs in my innards
'make me a baby'
she shouts from her other room
i laugh . eyehook elsa entry
rocking chair empty
like mind . needs empty

'make me into something wonderful'
she sighs . knows
the window is dirty
we sip lemonade in silence
my skin feels hot
notice her silver
through haze of coco butter

i tell her of the butterfly
she says 'let her go'
somehow i already know the answers
but i've been sick with thoughts
now dissipated by deep wise eyes
concentrate on keeping the peace
breathing . eating . sleeping
you have great work to do . do i?

i tell her about dad
she is concerned
i fetch tweezers as she digs
in the herbs and oils
the sun comes out behind a cloud
glass sweating . boys yelling on bikes
she wraps it in brown paper
hands to me with cracked fingers
i look at her arm . she pauses

i tell her where i'm at
she tells me where she's at
we fuse . long look
i step out into a breeze
nod to mischief
alive . anew

17 July 2007

surface attack

kajdg72://

as what bursts from chest interred as in as if as it ascent as real as cadmium kernel whirl earliest cay curl or est immation imitation immolated betadyne 8 dane octet ate mine ape mine trip wire white line floss sip cross it

16 July 2007

the arisen

ag0286://

i sweat darkness
as hospital appears
one found fang
under lid
of antiquity

distorted pupils
come teach taunting
eyed up
down
i'd stop smiling
if i had been you

of course, i am not
i am claw from crying sky
arresting hate and sickness
with shred to fervor
love to bursting

shield your eyes
open soul chute
hole two escape
elegant crew closed
ride with golden gaze
toward enemy mind

destroy doing
flow into ruin
path back breathe
halfway then pause
to heal wing and whisper

keep mixing

shine

war face

a,.jdg8726://

i stepped in something
wet
just now

tell into row hole

how to slip it off
come rush crash, was it?
know a raw woeful peel beginning

treat it with
chin up in stare face
of cliff limits call till

coal fall fang warning
we fetch loose explosion
to turn back arrows
from frightened expression

leaping into vapor
alarm darkness

alone

allowed
alive

screaming

11 July 2007

solitarity

;lakgp09t2://

the blessing
the curse
are mine

as always
i breathe

[ in ]

[ out ]

return to
solitarity

<---reappearing act--->

/aljg8727://

it's
looking like

i'm
going to
have to



--->disappear<---



for
this to

|| work ||

as a



<---reappearing act--->

love is a parasite

alg847://

slipping in slow fall
as tiny ones sharpen
teeth on inner bones
i regenerate . contemplate

how to repair a broken ship?

for me with
free breathing
fragile handles
move to not smother all while
distance stretches energy
to two points overlapping
where i wrap my mind
ingest new medicine
write in darkness
off in the light

and while i await real healing
i find my own insides are squirming

lying prone
floating shore
hoping something hungry
from the sea or the sky
will save me from destruction
as colossal eye
reaches seeking from deep
no longer on free food
i think into it's inner mouth

while within...burning . realigning
shift of person
roles to shoal
i now eat from inside the beast
wishing for my cycle to continue
i want love to consume me
i want to be eaten alive
please come for me
please

05 July 2007

painted worms

ag9823yt://

time to realize the deceased will always be deceased

and colors don't come in pairs

they just sort of crowd each other on the colorwheel

02 July 2007

shaded evening

akjg872://

heart pounds head mount
friend fountain line in flowing
unalone in flash wish spark
inside eye to eye spaces
face chased giggle
settle sound hook fine securely
to turn hurt into furling

some say too early, but instantly sighted
earlier curly fine time a blanket of seabed
wow was all i thought of as we wade into each other

28 June 2007

a sash

na0g3h8928://

lift clasp singing...
...swift wing
allong time turns
to earn sure learning
leaning toward oracle
sort of full should, shall,
most edible & unfettered
fell gentle now grasp
full pull let it flow
bask slow soak smile
the shimmer
the glow

21 June 2007

crowd cross cloud claim

a.kjg82://

i plan
i file
i set [in motion]
the purge
as vampires crowd my mind

i stay
so still
i watch [you from]
the shadow
as vampires cross my mind

i will
new way
now stem [to fill]
the raft
as vampires cloud my mind

i claw
and kill
let blood [drain out]
the life
as vampires claim my mind

15 June 2007

hone groan

akg0982://

i am hungry

for the whistles of willows on shimmering sleights
thistlites an allotment of lingering looks turning hookish
now lookit for clear see come close lobe forest
man seed emancilon hammering simmerish illpredding
fresh ant list limb lankerid canckeron hanger song singing

i miss the mess
i mess the miss

14 June 2007

the nothing

;ladg82://

over my dead body
this broke in us
a body hid by us
the both of us

drowned hope
inescapable
burned up
the rest

a fig
fresh branch
in head
finger gesture

lost
less turning
more sores
exposure

where looking
yes temptress
from friend
nor stranger

howl
at flesh
scream
to earth

wash
from sun
wish
with stars

still
no filling
just
falling

vast empty
i search
keep searching
pre void

world all alone
now again
re void
world all alone

scrape scorching
the nothing
i search
the nothing

13 May 2007

start at one

;ladg82://

this time kind a flash of flitting
four flutter mind clashing
for fuck's sake shut the door
she begins the fury as
i realign long nurture

wondering about slives
how to query dust for her
how lare serious teb i fresh
how led up crush gasp air

allow fence toward ward
missed amention fend
dimensional caretaker
low ren chin all bursterary

core curse form esture sing a
third window turn outward toward
bore birds lore fine trying for
send phi fend sigh signs
they find they climb
they rise
they ride they rind

10 May 2007

washed

;lkajdg872://

and now comes the wash
clean lung land near zero sum
fanciful chance bring rung tear outweighed
on a scale of two to turmeric
what is the cost of our dreams?

30 April 2007

starving with holding

kajdg82://

the taste of retraction
line twinge late lick start function
twist of retention
at first no better less best

let in the light
lest we reunion
lay down and fight
long finger consumer

pointing
toward
antiquity

...

until
unshy
the hive

26 April 2007

a sad day

ld9g92://

she sobs
i shed tears

a sad day

16 April 2007

smile on

;kajdg827://

tamarack temerity our bears are fairly careless chairless
hesterburg shite muir a scourge or lair alarmour farming hurt her
goat the getter got it gone way over off mos aural whore's son
orson wander west to lustful wells fro sos of so and so
so yeah at last elasmosaurus fasted first before burst crater
critters crawl to underwood and mine the hindsight sun no setting
shettland shoney net new neeting as enter mesh of chest please petting
freeze! okgo

26 February 2007

i am the sacrifice

kadlgk940-://

to floor we bring down new fruit gazes
yes it is rare gore yet i smell fear
timbre alone with witch enough
first swinging insult to injury
then called to salt an open wound
cleanser better purify bare clarity

the hole in my heart is a heart
soon to be devoured by chemicals

now a past time
fast tense

period experience bloom flower to allow
present pick off stem tight wrong range
slain lain on dresser to die among others
to smother a tear or two track slide pool drop

you hurt me

so now
to protect myself
i must dig out your roots
scrawled by edges
with my claws
to completion

will you rember the day you tossed me aside
like an unwanted piece of trash
will you tell the story of us to another

hmm?

as silence begins to rot
you are no longer beautiful
and you lose what could have been
the greatest bond of your life

you lose, miss
you lose

22 February 2007

waiting to hide

akjdg82://

my heart
is
so heavy
thinking
of what
you
will say
and what
i must do
to
protect
myself

21 February 2007

dagger breath

;ladg9965://

alaskan stagger
i sway in on ocean
clear lives, stripped trees
answers posed closure
open wrong end to end question
test me then, no test

best keep in own interest
shoeless yet sleepful
more pedal an acronym
like pipes frown shorn organ
scowl recall numerous
in humorment stalling for what
i don't know

but i do know that scent
is made from flesh on a vine
procured treated numerous
trample, escape

as i am presenting
correcting lamentary
i pop off the cork
from potions of questioning
an art to unfold
in proper ring rhythm
least to spend moments
digging down into the earth
that's worth a lot to me

so crossroads turn crosshairs
to sharing and caring
colliding, estranging

i make page after page
of infinite schism
ear aches from pain
in the heart
time travel

i feel definitive litterings
will grace my lawn soon enough
forced to decide how much
this life i can gravitate
spending spinning hours
of late natural destruction
the function of healing
is key to the beast
and i treat myself better
when distance is formed
i feel like soon i will sleep

dreams of territory
seemingly cordial
waiting in wing
beetle for handsome
challenge to conquer
living to do
time to sharpen my function

19 February 2007

the dark pearl

;lkadg82://

and she asks 'what kind of girls are you attracted to?'
and i think...girls that are dark

dark skin, dark hair, dark eyes, dark secrets, dark soul
beaming, though, with great energy....shining
shining from the deep with such purity and clarity
that you can see all the way down
where the dark pearl rests at

the bottom of an infinite well
the source of all attraction

breath of earth

kdg-905://

the wind contains all truth
we must turn our heads to receive it

13 February 2007

next please!

gh309476://

88 ghosts to roam wail failing
to some: new sum, old hat, dirt pricking
wind kicks up

fetch the darkness
from one they call doctor
this time please put it
someplace i won't notice
somewhere new notice
tacked to door face
quite an ancillary
quote a napkin larceny
hanging heart for treason reasons
so seasoning is secured by
cutting out down syndrome trees
and saving hung starts
inlet isle of tundra hundred times it
sign the spark up for gap treatment
another rung out wash to the clock cleaning
sunk louse sock lie pet neck screening

next please!

blocks aswetting assuage assessment
gauge and left it lift
shift motive investment
spin quick fore the slap hits
face back to tack tick embedded
bread head shocks to counterclockwise no removal process
sooth with losses in lossless format gypsum live liver spot check
ha ha claws fit fine i guess i'm guilty of shelling
trolling sure bet enroll a glowing hole hope wholeometer
or like a happinessometer or a japanese killometer
all jagged soul shift you want that lump of coal gift wrapped sir?
sure
can you put a note in it?
ok great i'd like it to read

'by the time you read this
you're another moment
closer to your own death'

not very focused
but it gets the point across

12 February 2007

chair gun

;ag93097://

choose gnaw through ropes lieu shoes
clue as to who new gets my goat
faster fresh friend looms next
weave a low fish clamp cloak

leave with nothing
and
don't quote me on that

11 February 2007

grounded ear

jd8277://

splint particle fizzle up burn a sure barn
ankle marble drawl starve will call won't will do
melt fill chew choice asp ole saskatoon bar larp brawl
harm come to hairpiece on the harpist fore the harvest
card the cardist curse the cardinal course the case worst scenario
a belly full of stereo stare down harrier crows and harriet pets
alarm alet let up and leave her alone strange angel
cringe mask pattern slid back under bed unbunked
debriefed ablur blase mare mature air glue churn
sure it made one hundred water with again
air risen hair collide camisole teluride
tell you what

wait

are you listenin?

03 February 2007

sleep in your heart

;ld826://

sweet song of our evening with one morning dove
lilted now into keen ears from a kitten
shown how it could be but still yet the vast

now find myself longing tight calling caresses
new butterflies flitting inside me i feel you
as candle dips slowly phase layer its learning

free subtle confusion clap bone marrow quite dancing
find found one could be this is it the one they keep speaking of
seeping through cracks as self opens to prone

i spy mammoth below causing bubbles to surface
from skin sliding fingertips elbows slide turning
inside churning turbulent feelings of sentiment

so far so sold on vibration in growing
in waiting in transit in layers of peeling
to see through each meeting for core understanding

a landing a lifting alighting my spirit
i'm finding myself within finding your being
inspired to be with you to sleep in your heart

i start
i pause
i sense you

29 January 2007

one overlook

kjadg821://

lug dripping slack fell ring swoop wax swing sex sack setting
shake cedar shank sort by laid low down out mellow tongue
loop rise raising razor can on lantern lose tan shade shan
ann trip tour tally possible fertily earlier erlenmeyer
burlesque left of relative grihastha master shafter
better let her into nasty smooth noose
lester long horse hoof swilling swank aloof
ear canal baby birthing sadie sitting limb lame laughing

lime time
ottoman fast track

train fame parsing portraiture or her flor
sheepskin shaft one laugh for needles
bastian named creature crave creating

name your price
i'll have a head
shame same light
i'll add a lens

laugh at me
i'll wink one over

15 January 2007

bookend both brahman

;lakdg82://

ghost caress smartly

mance frince chost maim clinch close match toast
farce point car anointment toying persnickity chase joint
game war den of fools latched chain main rule sliding
for whom grows gavels been basement angel piercing recipe
poke foam free own man crisp bill tame tummy chair
stood on nothing good for something so and so

chance flannel sheet

jam cigarette signal quell sick puppy pornography
with old granny sold by gross weight retirement photo booth
more favorite swank spot sweet straight sweeping her off at the feet
sort of tart more ingredients grown greedy in interim
'i'm on the floor as it is your honor'
poor shaman practice makes badge poridge habits
for hidden patch grab bag grins lag unfortunate soldier
knoll ask me later old gold told worst west best enemy

spake splendid comments

like that my beatrice clash your face your fish oh fist oh yeah
gas attack crane neck pelican ever can milikan well worth it
burnt bastages rember rolling rock browner die to try for
cow on cow action pack signature glock lack have carrot cap blasting
go on git get gat up ledge ladder a letter best latter of two
bass flaps plod chaps guard crab sculptor misconstrued work
of pasta famed work shown in houston astro whitney dome
alone f4 touch point comb rolled ankle jean sensation
which vivid carpet waft lept industrial library belz
taking no shit but skat on the envelopes

leaf demon no doorman

this is true not one but more open on enemy
crag vision follicle crismon crispy crimson
dada frag five pashtun privilege tiki morph
lording over harmless humbug cater sapphire
pass through hand on way out facing space
no fear except last moment of relevance
par parlimance arlington pituitary time part parlance
far out fence meant to keep best throw rest
toward chest festival mellow chess tourniquet

stay humble wish weed

building all oceans

akg-93h5://

a transfer lightening lightning lichen
akin to travel trying life lope lonely
i like her and now i'm building all oceans
tones turning on all organs fell spine
gets graciously translational ever have her after
why hiding? .wait we we'll get to that whirring

now biding fur quite this end needle a
no clear one wall watch wear what where
me we're war worn wane withering in sight & out to fall into
auto outasong onto overature broken arm harmless charmer
karma words right replace heart mantra flutter
lutz cluft crash clashing cleft cattle miss must make me
i wonder if yes will come speaking of one she aft ever meet
clawful tree maw sawtooth the duh yes it came yes now flowing

yes?

kdg023://

free yourself
of tongue tires
for i will eat all evil
breathe out create warm place
snuggle into as we become late
like space station park dock boat
far heart shaped strange file flight
we will fly on the sparks of our
start something turning

please dance upon me

please come inside
i'm alive living and live
life like cozy brawn bright
candle hand me+you make we
clean create our own smiles
from scratch of pure energy
tap much love to exchange
one most worthy and wise
to this i say good luck
on the spine transfer
let's make simple
together
yes?

08 January 2007

ignorantishion

adkjg82://

boone yon fun fanlonner humid hunt unmonkish behaviour
crave rays or better lock phase whip wish crisp chris czar
mish mash sloth mesh flash fresh fetish hash
crush collapse calamitous aspertine apple wash
salad toss sandwich lichen
set new limb to monitary status
farmer door hinge
bummer start it

14 December 2006

craft cycle

lakg-92://

one pilot bike hole
like it. why? way. yes way
wander now. lust perfondant
animate inane ornament
pan for it. now. no. now
we go. river side. river bottom
we find. tailored soldier mixed solder
make them solid. sell her. who?
a step after stape. we send another
why? way. yes. this way please
fill up olive juice trough kiss coffin
plot of us. on them. or them. who?
this. yes. all of us. not on them though
so. which for why. wish for thinking
wash your animals. wash your eye
what was that? await the aspertine
i want a will. i won't. i would. yes
no? who could it be? ah yes. i see
why now? who smells me? quiet sniffs
without snakes. now what? oh. snakes
it this shifts. wouldn't but should
whisper lift. show lighting. can't lightning
should. feel with hill. peel pill face back
bach track. knock please. cast knock
suck. please whisper in my ear. or my carp
this wheel is a nose. this wheel is a carp
start more suddenly. less about me this time
start with a love poem. start it up again

05 December 2006

bam

g03960://

fun phantom mine pants to the pantomime cant we just mance mincemeat cram lance gentrified crampon chance the fee it be ok once whence we weed out weaping reeds decide to read while breeding breathings choosing trees on treason repeating reaper great grease go geese eaters oh gees these gs jumping fence facing crease racing blood pacing haste me ace in lace up case joint face hate great grate aint no known not like notice nose hit nos yes note never nancer zaph chancery handle me can you cancer hands on handsome hamper fee free sheets hes neat shes feet we all me mean meat meet me maybe main man made meek make meep meep mang me ang me angus hang tree cane me kanji concrete conifer con man isle crete crease creep i will eye all island fees free me of this freaky fate for i am icicle freedom

04 December 2006

very magnet

aljkdg82://

mandate
so charged
ringing into ear socket fresh eyeslet
mesh on the starlet
par for the coreset
nearly ready to be slow alone solitary
then zip out back of knee cries minimetal
so many bits brought for framing
lovely paining pay saintly paintings
phase shift

every day we will keep climbing
stranging until we no longer strangers
keep the core of less mess and what learning
this time is come this lend is some thin faint

i wish for washing but keep scrubbing inside
needs down until shiny surface residing
begins to shone through tree cloud wrapturings
wings buffett renourishing blessed blush face
turned saintly flush upon one whimsical whispering
crisp christening mixed fixtures now blood listens

too late?
no never
too sweet?
no never

to wait?
yes wait
to love?
yes love

28 November 2006

tire

lkjp98r://

i bide time
as sky
melts down
around me

27 November 2006

lips = jupiter

a;lg92://

jupiter is my lips
my lips are jupiter
there's a dark spot on jupiter
jupiter my lips
my lips are like jupiter
there's a dark spot on my lips
jupiter make lips
my lips made of jupiter
this lips this jupiter
a dark spot on jupiter
there's a dark spot on lips
these lips are on jupiter
my lips are like jupiter
my jupiter my jupiter
where my lips are there's jupiter
a jupiter my lips
another dark spot on jupiter
another lip turned to jupiter
why the dark spot my lips
why my lips are now jupiter

on way to your heart

;lakndgo82://

blart fur dart work car start corpse park
dom short men just back right look seek see
fan free fanciful french turned freedom tickler
i see you

can i blush when you say love
can you say it more slowly so
i can watch your lips form an
enclosure of like hovel den in

many men your pocket
i see already from approach
like pathway i've found where castle is
or at least where you keep ringing me

bells now quite singing i'll sing you sweetly
just find time of day
is it still cloudy out or shall i apply for a sunspot?
perhaps enormous jungle isn't as rotted as we thought

i've been far another continent great sailing vessel
had to swim back when they confiscated my trouser trappers
cold sea indeed a freeze still liquid
landfall view far before i got there

perhaps we should tell him now this land only an island
yes...ahem. you're about halfway there sir
merely an island you will return to if you make it far enough
however, this isn't your destination today

yes i'll keep swimming not so bad once i got the hang of holding fins
and lapping rain from sky turning lungs into wings
indeed i made it quite safely to landfall once again
this time continent stability why i able receive your voice in good faith

much much i have thought of you thought of us great circles righting ripening returning
now you sung me close within your castle tracks
so i write to say on my path to your heart
picture long rows fruit trees glistening greens

soon i will knock
are you ready?
am i ready?
are we ready?

18 November 2006

play's over

;agh27309gv4el5://

even if it's necessary
your silence really hurts
i know it shouldn't
and that i am stronger
than you could imagine
but somehow i think i care
more than i care to admit
even though i've admitted it
quite clearly to you before
i have shared a lot with you
much you have shared with me
and if it had been me you met just 3 times
you would swim across the ocean to find me

i had no delusions of us together as lovers
even when i started to really feel your presence
but i did think we would continue as friends
which sort of puzzles me when i think about it
as if the whole world knew the secret i wasn't in on
but that's ok since i'm not here for secrets anyway
so now i'm thinking what now? solo island adventure?
and i guess it's time to start compiling text
this is an interesting ending at least
but just know that between me and you,

you lose.

play's over
go home

erase me

akdg92097://

here's a start

i'm starting to get it
as one wish wishes to study quantum mechanics
another reads it and questions in silence
while one receives text then refolds plastic
the other sits quietly in front of fire
contemplating shells of understanding

i'm starting to get it
as one wish washes away buildings and bridges
another wants nothing more than communication
while one prepares for incoming obsession
the other observes furtive movement fenceward
on the edge of a safe standard distance

i'm starting to get it
as one wish fishes in the dark with bare hands
another begins to realize their clouding of the other
while one fears failure and rejection more than god
the other fails by intention from beginning
aware of rules yet interested in the mixing

i'm starting to get it
as one wish flashes like fish in the pan
another stays quite close to mission position
while one pours love out of sight ever changing
the other pulls sights off of love begins changing
to realize that everything only has a purpose because we say so

i'm starting to get it
so i wonder at the window
about what another's thinking
and until i've perfected mind reading
i'll be reading up on breathing and erasing

snap

;ahg0-3yu77://

fabulous faberge nebulous negligence turned nevermind neglige
with all due haste i cast conical goat on the groaning swollen organ
somatic home pipes phone fries as poem tries to trade secrets
with the beagle ramparts percentage second hand food clothing shelter
ticking down smelt her belt removed for threatening mezzanines
but without the magic broach she's just a welter weight
so sit back straight and let it take you as she comes
undone fun noodle fantasy sketched in hand inboard outreaching
i'm an outboard motor or maybe a little bit of an i/o
pillow fight still on the list of things to do today
above crossed out crew cut newspaper headline
sideband elastic reading screaming section
may i are you done with that fleck of lead paint
no i don't mind the double dipping hip swing
set section of the gaming store force field
i'm implored empowered allowed to devour
devoid of the tower annoyed in the shower
cause there's no pad and paper to scrape down
great thoughts will i remember oh sorry rember
canus lupus familiar error air of the throne
the princess shares with me heat pheromones
care to dance alone yeah i noticed you are married

17 November 2006

digital pharaohmoan

;adlg9825://

tributaries of obsession
quest set out
sent surrection
i will collect you
i will infect you
we will be locked
in love talon
contest fessing
each own wishes
yet for another
and here not even
so the breathing
oven turns to freely
moving shoulder
brethren
lean on me
hold me
stream my inner being
i fend for everything
i want you
now my application
say it
yes
you said it

16 November 2006

a poem

;lzkdgo82://

everyday
profound
in ways
i did not foresee
others seem to teach me
new ways of being free

when time this comes
the day to call it
please make sure
they do mark the time
i am a few bits pixel packs

when i am no longer
one weeping able
make sure i
find the climb

thumbs and making
i am the naked
i am a lightning rod

i am clod otis odd i'm trodden
i am aloud a modest shot

i am configuration

14 November 2006

open wound

;andgo812://

beautiful plumage
a tomb wrapped lucid looming loosened
who is who move in make moon skin mad for you
news of while i'll pole all poll much of most homonym
cannoli ghost whispering hesitant visiting eatery
heated argument beat on me peasants hence thievery
quiet on another front of mixup mud man mushroom stunts
money monday mundane montain mountain mount in now let's ride it raw
whip it yeah sing flapjack rally shaft hackey sack pallet craft
customizing pointless rescue rafts redundant hungry hunkered down
thanks for the ask i'll pass though best to keep all steady on the fast
and crass of course a crash course coarse lip service coerced
coaxed slammed in the door
allure is so alarming
charming yet damning
dining and swinging
fences at bringing
a branching to now
be well
i can smell you

08 November 2006

life in death

;adlg9yu1://

it is with great care
i write on this occasion
as i travel underground
following stamped symbols
and quick escapes

i write because i can
because soon i will
no longer write you
please don't worry
you'll still be able
to read this

pondering new shapes
live active as in self
autonomous yet connected
searching for what comes next

some say that life is suffering
until release of bodily bondage
that birth is made of mourning
and death breeds celebration

my scars return to surface
striving toward light like sunflower
reaching out to sun
for warmth and understanding

when i think of it
everything seems so alive
reflection turns to building
back from all seemingly destroyed

death is coming for us all
best to let it eat you alive
like a wild animal offering
the cycle the cycle

07 November 2006

collapse recollecting

aldgo8921://

closer than wound closure
i fell into firing line
amid mess mind
mine ... an alibi
bound in body
sigh slight

i mostly dislike tuesday
whole host of other hobblers
best to not get into
until momentary holograph
collapse recollecting
staff pause penetrate
pesto 1 x 9

poor ring
it doesn't
such a sore thing
i couldn't
much to do
i wouldn't
would you like
it isn't

fine and pleasant
pain where my back was
now losing
i sew up the feeling
of news on our new skins
and sink back to mineland
until another
floats prime

friend of eyestalk
keep your eye on the station
i swallow the burden of love

29 October 2006

mirror image

njdfp954y2://

the only person you're killing
is yourself
when you're old

18 October 2006

closed path

a.,jdbgi82://

bacta tank cashier sunk the crank quick lit it hit it to get inhibited
hidden blink wide way while this sideline remains lined leaded with edgy shrubbery
do you love me?
or should i say do your remains still have feelings for
this healing eel real not imaginary hard target heart earned artery
i see your cart's full of the bull feet the cul freep cur yelp yeah try it a creep on me
dare ya to try and heap it on accomodated
sweetheart of the song tra bong hung along grim at the grill
while from the picnic blanket vantage it appears you're stuck betwixt the tsongs

i saw the street turned into a small stripe on the striper's hip
i might just decide to take a detour on this road of life leading at best to a better death
i built a nest would you could you hydroplaning in the rain of intelligence
or at least into the brackish swamp where penguin rats breed stuffing up brain bilge pump pipe
pillage hump goods back in time once shun made with real village
hate round about came caused killing halibut no ifs ands or alegories
category 7b i'm afixed and transmogrified patience to wait for it
pay for you smile and while i expect nothing in return
it's not because we've set up some sort of section an erection
of complexity hexed grade double a made new demand an imaginary
hatchery of ideas destroyed in the brainstorm but not eliminated
just blown to somebody else's land but nobody lives there
hmmm...
'then it must be owned by god' you say to yourself
instead of simply admitting 'i'm not sure'
except the old text tells you otherwise while
seems someone else took it out of context already for you
to easily digest once your social feeding tube has been forcibly inserted
[choke]

wake up!!

'with poetry my mind i flex'
that's a quote look it up here's another one
bunt cake panhandling on the menu tonight will you order it?
from all my word talk you might think i work in the food industry
just hinder me by demanding a new brazilian wax sculpture must be created
using only simultanious corporal punishment fixins and hand puppet imagery
land savagery a cabbage beast i came twice in the back of the submarine
clubbing theme is as old as the baby seal in the sea
while they broke the seal rushed in and started clubbing all the wide eyed marines

careening off course i'm divorced from the notion of hoping for another one
but still keep the senses open and rev up the coping mechanism
lever advantage a heavy reverand heaving having heaven on the have you had it
how'd they do that? by that i mean how do you break the habbit?
land it right after observing it flip and spin like a spine beneath you
and be ok with the notion that you are suspended and really...unneeded
mundane greevige mixed in with sheepishness as the camshaft turns and crunks again
to lead a new spark toward your new found path of glory
treasure trail i think is what they called it back in the old country
can you again lead me by your soft hand through this tangled barnacle party
always asking me how many drinks do you want do we want that
where's their tech at on the map i kept should we bomb that let me hit that
i caress your neck with my lips purely as personal distraction
from destruction you eliminate all but a pretty prize for seduction & suction
yep we're friends and i hope it never ever ever ends it will
in the mean time i'll take two sips and please pass me the pills
[gulp]

wake up!! wake up!!

15 October 2006

make it half

;lakdgho8y2://

back in it
embattled within shallows
surreal stole stallion
now hiding in the shadows
million pill strung
like fanciful curtains
drilled then hung
like sue aside shores

why do i fall in love with impossibility?

and gasp past first pitch sludged sap flacks retracted for entirely reenactment
garotte face pace ship passing offer spring cinched phase space
belaced listy make kiss kiss model in town temperamental old ear
hearing specks on the windows to my innards

is this another test?

04 October 2006

captain answer

alkdjbgi72://

capital glutonship
shape up nape alms alanon seed
sanded to promote growth

padded destroyer of hope
happening
elapse with a ring
of cap maluable clinch
what a conch

to pick on lip up lake street
suck up last lacluster
carbuncle allocated
hate to the had a hat
never it hash and shush
stash it in amnesty

you're a cam shaft
blistered by a nun
practically proud
aside it is the
price you pay
and the pain
you get
is a receipt
of failure

burnt by the darkness and stillness of indifference

i need

al;kngo82://

i need
a pear to feed on
a chair to sit down
a stair to climb
a flair to bring me up
a lair to fall back in
a dare to get wild upon
a ware to trade up
a share to be with someone
a hair to split thoughts
a glare to get shot from
a tear to look through
a fair to celebrate
a bear to big hug
a swear to punctuate
a scare to salivate
a flare to singe me
a care to vascilate
a wear to cover me
a heir to pass it
a blare to wake up
a square to smoke up
a spare to tuck away
a mare to take me away

02 October 2006

love

a;lkdngo82://

love begins as a butterfly flitting inside your stomach sending wings up into the brain to interpret overload sensory input foot down loud love screams when you find it and goes running through woods chased by shadow known as lover who catches up with you and tumble down snap together as one while love is like a glove enraptured more than any blanket as discovery and feeling fuel love into a fire singed ever in bed peacefully dreaming of your love while she watches you sleeping turns her head turns light out and lilts two kisses to your cheek you resurface and smile hold her hand snuggle awhile as you rember what you learned of love and attachments as a baby her hair like mom's long black long ago with beautiful face then you drift back into space asleep now true love is an emptiness in form filling thrilling yet calm at every moment poems a travel cabin books read aloud wild eyes at the thought of both of us alone wordplay sexplay mindplay new adventures fantastical stories dominoes music and documentaries fine eating creating art in the lab lay me down next to the fire to retire and grow old together but spires start as a grain of sand in the oyster eye even when there's no reality or closure for the jealousy close the door but the frame has shifted asked for help me reach this chop the vegtables mind the violence made the bed laid in it layed baby cup smoking stared at black horse sculpture turquoise birthday greetings planted seedlings swapped diseases growing festering blessed now we discovered leasings vows believing too strong beliefs missing a benefit of doubt and now the shouting seething slamming knots deep in the gut badly in need of serious kneeding counciling therapy rules let's try some regulations advice talk through it agree to disagree get patience patients in the hospital of love living together sharing so much of eachother but tearing at the other now a tear drop staring blankly at the wall when you came home alone and noticed the fish for her was dead and the wind had knocked her plant to you off the sill cracked off the parts of building many segments in the game of love big giant bell had to be rung by both a failure of neither but a failure of what was built between parts rotted overtime but time had to be called before someone fell in the river once the water dried for the ropes now cutting letting the bridge drop into the darkness each of us wave goodbye across the gorge as the gap begins to widen and the map begins to crumble and your mind forgets then reassembles pieces of your past four years of journey as you bawl it out and out and out and out you shout you scream you beg you plead you plead for the hole in your heart to stop gushing all your blood out onto the floor into the cracks down onto the earth filling up every reality blood flows in the windows all over your naked body up into the sky fountain out into space everything you see you splash you swim you try attempt to tread thick red its red in endless red flailing slip under grasping slipping sinking deeper eyes closing open lungs closed burning furnace no more oxygen kicking lashing out at nothing as everything floods into your mind pounding at the lungs pounding pounding pounding until you burst inward and suck thick in blood drown yourself to death you flow relief begins to tremble as sadness starts to clear to part you feel a warm tone in the brain sort of singing backwards tunes sweetly and you realize that it's been blood all along and you can breathe it and at the bottom of this despondant ocean there are other creatures you didn't really notice before because love has a crazy way of blindness which binds us and seeks us in finding no matter where we are or what kind of mind is in us it seems to be a simultaneous blessing and curse of course now that i've been along the long journey back home now rested warm blankets quietly thinking by the fire i begin to prepare butterfly food to put in my stomach as i get set to set out on a now possible new adventure of love.

27 September 2006

aphid in hiding

ajdg098y21://

fond of something not intended for solving
i toast to the trinkets hung ice hole herring
thanks for sharing
and shaving
it wills walls to choke out flat sadness
for failing quick to justice
they become quicker the judged
then fed to ground plants until
i = stillness

so to counter a slack
in the mist known as mind sprays
i say things like
'i am a goat while you are a member of parliament'
when in reality
you are a chaperone and i mulch among thoughtfuls
not to be confused with
you are a moat while i am a lens of contempore

which begs new questions
such as
are there is up ahead?
asked from behind gale glass

[ enclosure ]

to guide another lesson
from navigation to you
as pedestrian
i am unfurbished thought
reordering props internal
bearing answers of edibles
raising questions for charity

honestly
i cared for the capsule
as long as i could
but in the end
i am a tear singing
while
you are a foal pelting

23 September 2006

plus we're

adlkgno82://

gliding back from thailand
i find
all lines blur into
c(old) core collapsing
as we die of
digital exposure
||.|

coast on coats

a;lngo8y2://

fold pot preached cold shallots
as gills suck in another elbow piece
i fell asleep at the wheel
'glass ship' became our new moniker

now it rains within this soul
almost every time the cannon fires
and fire remains the only part
i hold up to the sky

to learn new words
and new sets of like furs
like clicks of the watch
i keep an eye out for family

22 September 2006

hey yeh

gn0928://

...yeh you

face the facts
your mast is massless
wind not known
so pin up new
cat facsimiled coat
one second to none

ahem...

time to fess up
unless you've split
moments just before drops
in which case
do flies equal dead horses
egg courses
through coarse vein
and
of course your name
pings
hammering down on
anvil mind

you fucked up
fifth casket
has to be rebuilt
and now we have
retraced paths
into the apple
you
offered up

sly but sheeping
crack of smile
light.....inhale
sight crackles
lacks of sparkles

your heart races
as i
erase your face
from my heart

19 September 2006

now pull out

a;klng982://

pan tine time change
rescind decline god's whispering diaper
sliced ipe hideaway along this way we recline
goose down hey bed base said as a start
'we're closing our clothesline section'
qualitatively we laid and left likewise

i forget but this is sill leaving a beating
of sidewalk fame and cornered fortune
leave your straps undone and weapons on layaway
pain a said number humble post humous luminally
while we care to craft castle weaving class
outside normal necessities

05 September 2006

forbidden fruit

;ang08313://

stovepipe pellet
sing newt song
betroth throat
firsts for starts

came for cart only entered it
shark or pit: preaching wake peaches
|
while breech of hull missed up tricontractual aggrievements
a lame bat waked quake step cay foot craw claw reapproval

now remove their boots
forsight pink tan tension
fry next step up
curb caught feline eye
trying to mail enterings
she must have seen me first
as antlers grow from chinspeak
breaks are best for smilings
beaks are saved for bedtime
to one once i felt love infalling
how set upon task i'm just glancing
as the forbidden fruit i keep walking

01 September 2006

mending an awoken heart

aldngo8y2://

i've got a busdriver's bust and a pastime to master
must this mast fuss with musk for we tipped over the cask over...whups!
new quest: pass out a shadow now clip file for clique transfer
while we hump it along about six clicks east of sliver river
like silver killers causing capsized quivers filled with magical arrows
we rolled for the taking and faked out the bakesale
this time a pail of chum was all a necessity
nicely packaged and clasped by the captain
he wrapped up himself and jumped in the sea
never to be seen again by the oversurface crew
but came quite a celebrity with the sheiks of leviathan
'only advisors' they claimed, but i suspect there were duties being delved
and souls being doled out to parsimonious carpet coroners
i was floored by their stories, but kept my composure, of course
and stayed on course even with the tugging of underwater esp
i couldn't let on that the lever was me and the cleaver was free if you asked for it nicelike
so now on to the packing while they jack up new factions
i'll see you on shore, my love
see you when i taste again

29 August 2006

sandbagging the pad thai

ad;lkng09u256://

must dusk crumbles
door metal thin rumble
rattle cave in cattle
casings spent enshelled
bamboozled shelved bejeweled
huelit ghoul rushing encrusted
rust chips dust away hit whisperly
faced fate encased within thy hilt
of stunted world wrought without sun
unfine unbrine unrapids fate face grow faster
case can sperience by unexpected met
neck etched hexagon mess up fesses
defined why kind bewait ape ankles
channeled maid pail agreements
pale holding hands two takes
dance hence tango alpha
orange now love color
cover shove my wrestle
paddle next please

24 August 2006

padlock grimace

a.kjdgoi8y2://

fine land fly shape forgeting breathing braiding
shades shift away tunnels clawn drain lift clasp
flawless in vision mind smile says the cyclops
all annotated cannons speak come spake oft break
broken wards given taken beak brick fear fantastic
tangled tammand shaping shaman timid on lease
demented on demand woman wake me walk me
pet soak chase chi chapped shake shock tree

look up witch land mine's mine eye tooth take shape
as tape creates a lake of good fortune
to crack new glacial nasal passages
thou shalt not fake out thy neighbor
leave your fingers behind
they are not necessary

21 August 2006

ace faith

lg002://

life tastes better when you listen here

you'll realize the cliffs jutting out
are just your teeth in rows growing

while nature is a perfect distraction
to this mission of creation

do it once again...all right

05 August 2006

fair game

al;kdgo8y2://

frog prince
a log caught crushing
rash russian flushing another kind condensate
are we fond of the found timely state
or satie faster pining over gasket factors
came for cain ford late age pain forge
would you loose tooth cous goose who's ewe who is you?
no new news check the fox freakleaves awake my box break please
freeze!
no now bring a sing song back to melt town
cartier hardly better partier i'll part any day
heart for this last week creek crazy sanding
sound pounding did not heap lep pep up pound now time to sleep
do you can you will you millieu pill for ill filled you
shillings, my boy
shallots sans gills

04 August 2006

tristate area

a;dlkg097834://

pale fontana
gale organa
ale with a shave
i'll take nugs
ancilary rug patterns
sit up sat miss fav can answerous
a man
a fan
a woman

01 August 2006

way

kagh9o872://

awake watching
a wake washing
away quashing
a wae cauching
a wait coushing
a wave cushing
a way cow ushing
a wane couching
a wayne kow wushing
awagow coshing
awack

31 July 2006

the smile

;alkjdngiy2://

waxing gibbous fascist mattress casket gifted mistress
past up fish cornipsus hip stern bow asmile...clap...thunder
node disperse cote du rone coated phone --> note to self:
codes mark chard loop left hard right then sit silent wait
be post. be solid for all leaners and learners
be pillar. by pillage they mean searching not scorching
did you know or go or did it fall by the wayside?
new net be told you've done everything you can
within the power of gern greenleaf through tree speak
we spell displacement fall down stairs just stop smiling
but the better one brings mind outstanding
crunching thinking running rarely barely get the word in
now once again the time tick game to hang on every second
always ends in disappointment meant at least the almost always
let me grip then slip goodbye goodnight be together in the dream

29 July 2006

unforgettable unreticent

;laldkngo8y2://

two tunes smiling
all familiar uniplacing
now spacing
able these days to
slide up next to next one
waking
lovely groove no losing
elude
this clue soothing
movable
calcitrant
removable petticoat
an ocifer element
tear me a sleepy
for now high on opening
is this how the seedling
is this how the breathing
you rember
two breaths in
now six
in skin in
two eyes
connection
in presence
sparkle bodies
two lone
time tone
sing sang sung
hand fun
allotted friend
come crashing in
fast
one knew
slower
and no
goes another
yet
this one is moving
pausing to glow
and smile
beautiful
this
unforgettable
and mine
an action
unreticent
floorable
curious
fit
on table
new puzzle

27 July 2006

peaking pecking

ljhfiu645sd7://

not milk found way in tomb along len crevase
a lot of us alive relate a haze it came can be cantanterous
on cancerous calamity a calm comes creeping answer me
hand some man off of other man with hands handleist
toe publicist turned around wishing fist this is or isn't
hasn't mad another sure mother is furious
furlongling pure cat lure laid out fantastic then
i have task perform it i gave a new name
honor marker haven safe from even steven angles seen
aplease a flea for two bees a piece freen
litre hosen old folks open dome own windows no one's home
i'm alone yet i'm revisited
whimper simply let's go envelope elopen lemon ring
rang but no one thought to pick it up
so the green mold came
brought the family back for feasting
now the crease is ever reaching
alive and ever clever

25 July 2006

alone in the wish

kjf98d8d://

tiger inside
a sun slowly melting
cackle acry
screeching enough now lead us
speaking of witch atlantis

cable all down
i'm solving a crawling
canibal ring
stew fall among calling
pick an up luck
fact on an unlock
slack take a pay cutting
fields made on yesterday
lester's ok
i prefer reddish

ball toon flume
palm trod
oil lead
neighboring aperatures
not only joined
bi-rule of looting
but buy the book
and bye hole goals
of stolen oldish oaks

alone in the wish
i'll face a new tearing
all eight phase on ore
pourn apour apple letting
if you please

while we didn't
came the coil
along muddy banks
of an old friend
in memorial
score me another
i'm ready for every

24 July 2006

midnight must

;lkanbdgo8y2://

clocks and leather
carepackage maitre d e feather fall
light strike meter killer
other slivers save made able
from off switch positionings
derision slink limitless
hindrance friend fingerings
along this river bring another
miss to sing and ring out friend
or photo messing with quick snaps
as if a flash point knew
orienteering could be so lovely

how about leaving sooner?
agraft aloft enable anonce
absconse conch housing logic
believe if you must
or joust in the desk
i'll meet matches
sorely forgot in the dust

06 July 2006

being me

;alng098y2://

now
it's
ten
times
along
on
feng
climb
ocks
ink
lyuk
gyud
rind
ook
yuk
find
afaster
eneneter
after
a
net
craft
lever
ever
clevar
cleaving
action
all
along
your
ever
after
you'll
never
sift
through
all
drift
iffing
stature
this
catalog
is
endless
all
my
favorite
letter
locker
lockets
to
look
in
cook
up
another
spit
on
this
here
carborator
cable
cobble
all
enter
asther
ask
her
about
the
time
she
hopped
the
fence
as
hopefull
boat
pull
fill
in
full
up
two
tows
in

bakerst
wash
with
wish
hill
all
hall
altered
alcohol
call
em
lem
met
mastered
masked
materials
eared
up
to
fight
tube
tumbling
ratio
hate
show
no
contest
a
concept
on
quest
yet
ess
for
ants
answering
handsome
he
and
she
well
we
say
beautiful
hula
heap
heaving
e
or
even
age
aiding
aim
have
eyed
in
ring
so
singing
sings
me
back
to
ability
hill
of
be
lieving
ball
lost
not
all

26 June 2006

fight cot

a;dflngo8y2://

murder on this nurturing
alert blurt out of order estering
this festering subsides as time ticks flicking flakering
snickering draw back into shadow ladder happening
in the floor on the earth round the birthing
turbine turbin hurts to turn it
learn a new language
fangs in sink damaged can quicksand
link round hinderance obstacle oracle
beamish feelings peel when wheeling fey
save up cave in strip inner lid flip lip liss
pleasure it was mighting us

24 June 2006

metronome meeting

ak.djgni72://

glory oracle heir already stale around intake valve
rent down went down on event errant air raid end ent dented ale a lake alike
i like thes this est circa ampersand and et cetera
ahead of ya edible edison lead paint patented and led the painter
to certainia doom i like a lot this plot of story attitude land
elude to two dudes do same small action backlog friction
fact of axis axes acted out slow motion ocean traction taxes
sacks in wives hacked alive in mind in my own old home town hiding
from whence when we return burning at the stakes too high favors
you will know me by the trail of black apples fallen freely
balls of feet firm churnings learn another time tune up language
this is hard life barred con revolutionary singings
i wing sapling newborns tucked growth growl purrs will heal
learn to hurl rocks the size of bobcats back at searing point of eyedom
line ton my fun shall never every shun from gun barrel unison singing
this is the day we met or at least the day of raked through reckoning
beckoning flecks foretold mordekii horticult molestary bigby's
harelip fair trade have to hate new mad hatter
i'm flattered you didn't know my name

19 June 2006

welcome home atheist hours

;angoih0894://

bonfire roots
many bodies
fewer souls
twice the soles
filled fine pockets
picked to rock fest
rocked it socked it
dirty turned to
fresh lesh feet

we met under enantiomer
a hand in hand to mirror answer
yes i was listening
and while i was
waking after leaving
i thought about digging
inside cosmic connections
for the truth, of course
yes. for the truth

which looks like
a giant mushroom
and smells like
a musical gesture
while sounding like
a small mission
it tastes like
a spilt of sleep
the feeling is like
a grip of lit up wheel
with french loaf and
geese meat

09 June 2006

grasp no gasp

adlngo86y2://

best way to buy things
a new way to try crying
i didn't lose my loosenings
these moors are wrapped in hemplent
palpitation rations spell it out for me
she said
i concurred with dog mongrel status
no showers
just dank delivery
hold on to the past
let go of your future
destroy the present
destroy the sutures
foretell no clues through soother sayings
recite my miter saw
i've seen you
have you seen me?
ample crab levels cobblers coercing hagel and pagels
these pages turn themselves
i am in wonderment
i am cave opening
i am the gasp

30 May 2006

get a hold you self

ldgkh982://

redial to noon tuner
gone up amount a moon fantastic
pair of ox
beats
swearing on arlington
bling is what required
new newts
none taken

hey lee seeper cape loop freak the reaper
aim as in aspertine ankle low lupis hoop
screen caler ale aples comstock care compared horn chez
amature fair fork skin hammerhead fame fridge rid
riding mine line pain handed tan humid range on rim
main ein high may i floy oil linsee told you so
polio holyoak

23 May 2006

aleviate nest

;alkngdo8y2://

cannibal plume ann along can do operation
shant among dung furlong aminal empathy cat tongue
not dead but gone
not shed somehow wrong
with hand to foot a bit of words after day delayed
here air ear on owned brain loops known as feedback
it's help i need quickly
lickey dale apail these i need sick leave request
also i need a coal bit to keep cold out
a small flame to cut hair by
just a little mitten to make oligarchy
yo sorry sorry i laughed when you jumped in the metal shrubs
it was bushmeat that gave you away
glorified curbs and right now a little liver exchange
pushkin ox to life along line of elbow lodestone
i think b is for bold and t is for triggerfish

ape gut lake mist corrugated fake fist

yes a sound alike alarm along a meek and keen alleviator
glass tipped out but paid later as in drops are dope
onto tongue into the outer bucket lug the lung down
to a beach to get aqua in it are you shy? hi!
a moist avoidance dance around can't last forever
so it is good to hear you're getting on a train
to make the chances very small i may feel free
and friends won't have to whisper confidential things to me
or ask another question like
how many bees could we fit inside this city?
i thought it was more than one
but indeed the answer is that

18 May 2006

faced into a corner

a;lkjgno8y2://

all up
doll dumb done rut
froth trail calling
and calling
soon i will escape
it not never was ever
do you rember
friendship windswept

caught in trap jaw
of past and future
death in present
breath in present
bredth in present
wreth in present
wrest unfanned tore
uninterested
letch meff
lob sided
ipsed
mine

05 May 2006

what ends with

adbjgo8y3209gj://

passed in cast out
saskaden aston raft
mastadon afterthought
capsule balance ant
alan sore gentle hant
galamal traps sonant
canon bare hesi nest
trod add odd into it
isn't that?
it is that

04 May 2006

to tell you to tell me

;alg8y2://

support
love
need communication
need explanation
out of respect
sick now
get better
stay in treatment
when the time is right
tell me what you need
from us
in life
anything
you can tell me

02 May 2006

palm the island

gfng082://

palm the island
calm your mind then
can ken lend a hand
andoulie friend of them
wrangle skin
a wrinkle in
time in time
the rift
the rend
a rhyme in text
don't tell your friend
go tell your friend
yes let's get that
virtual seamstress
in here to
tint a manted window to
saint the shaven shinto
i'm ready
put me in

30 April 2006

until next time...

;lango89y2://

paddle pantomime back to panhandle animal entrance
trace tip ticked off detective wrenchings beamed by
way oven highway high clay cutting utterly under ip
so fact toe tie tack tagged murr murdered zackto
what said factor ist factory histamine hassle proctor

call someone a doctor
i heated up a hotplate
let myself slip lastways
pectin selected helicity
is it he or she?
messing with my mystery
ebbing floke persistery
enlisted up your puppetry

cable abble abby raffle rap dead up b apple hovel
predeveloped envelleloped "a present's come for you dear!"
made it clear amir amid i mean a mid sect lisbon interest
midrift listless cleft up shin fist rented clips in sown up seamstress
merman distress this test past fest tival heval up reach peak nest
beak rest and tacet hasset
return me to the sea next
task complete it please fess up
the contest i did protest
mess came straight from host to hostess
made most this life lept off top then coasted
sorced and soaring through air dual lung kicked in as down down down
as i go freefall to giant blue until next time...boom

24 April 2006

go way

jg09cu02://

faded grey matter fighting for life
decaying echo
cold brash clinging to even colder walls
stuck like forearm twitch sickly i circus
sore surface tender down to core now collapsing
let this skin lapse
not much time left
sink in spine laugh
i met another demon
when weakness spoke with teeth
this weekend
freak out
shut down
cut up
make lake
arch wait
pain fate
ace play
nest slain
yes gain
aim feign
same sane
eye pane
seen through
seams seem
too tight
thread fight
might just
make new
levels of
unraveling

17 April 2006

three flee

ldlng0921://

tears well in constant swelling
gel not tight or firm as in formerly
outside of family but considered my family
three most influential and close beings to this beating heart
over my past five years will be
not here with me when leaves begin to fall
times have been wonderful and will be the cherish
now new time to tune and time to move loosely
i will miss you

my b
my p
my k

06 April 2006

taken back

;kladg0987126://

tie me down shy fly winglessly aimless tip the next and open up the mouth
count the doubts imbibed imbutant we trust e less we jest and make a deal of it
eel fit into the coral tubes corralled or alleles leased in fiscal fish flicking axe periods
packing for the long trip cracking both hands a whip tardy slip crumpled backed by the whig party started orderly
heppa leopard leo party parted pard putty uppity sup? i stole your ante so you're out the beginning seriously
in inning six sick water intake outtake forclosure watch it
posh ticket purchased pocketed and sold with the goat coat coating we can coat anything
just send me a thousand doll hairs i'll get started on disguise disgust must be august i thought
when i woke up next to bones and targets
sounds like it's hotter than the purple i just heard through the headphones
bed tones death hones in with flame guiding systems wish em well vacation onto hell frozen over
hobo avery knavery cave painting came and gave we reference of how they used to do it ochre grew it
knew i know the hurdle soon as high noon some call the boom art stretch marks the spot
fetch me a new starter kit thank you can't you see i've got all the clues to lose it?
pop chewit ooo...

04 April 2006

setup to one

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release grace crimewise
slime scrubbed from lime sprinklings
frequent timers set all cockeyed
looked up locked winewood
first walker cursed jostled
possibly too much terming steamed
axion handshakes cooked & simmered
spaken all the bean to mush

tell tell
prey on prayer pitter flatter session
hold it this way no that way
hey!
i thought you had a question
must have missed it forgot
don't receive receipts too often
relieve me of this post before
my forth paw collapses

japanese caption with bubbles she called last night
didn't have it in me to pick up pick up into eardrum
lights and lightning cooky cars oranto enter enter
awake in darkness room rearranged i thought you knew the plan

one out in the styxxx
one too far away
one too young
one in spain
one gets hitched up in may
one in self prison
one ex doesn't contact
the one i would fall for
she doesn't even call back

20 March 2006

nooner

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sliding glass window made to meld melange style file it into
perfect think weave leading thankful lead into quelled belly
i lie on my back to tell you the truth because sleeping is strictly for stomachs
stretch it like crescent wrenches hair latched meshings fenced ented lensings to
force it for recorded wounds hopeless wombs toteless rooms at this noon hour ending
grown grooms of sordid third story flak jacket palms secondary to sunday sayings
as good as slain layings such as in fin as in varnished lake of the great eye dying
where do i go? tell me what to do she dotes
he turns to utter something like
make the most of it while you're here

18 March 2006

tender body

jd09g72://

a kind of peppermint thought
enters me
when i think of marina abramović

08 March 2006

5 :

jg02876://

i smile at my neighbor
and keep a sharp id
lid on the non ordered
credo of the inner mouth
salivating waiting to bite off
the head of my ego

3 :

jg0923://

this deep its
mostly free though
working towards floating
up to surface

growing wings to
fly up in
the sky high
and higher still
until lungs collapse
into free breathing

then the journey
out into space
and from there
i don't know
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