where to sing it

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tell me how to fail
certainly not repetedly
breatingly on increasingly
forced upon seedling recently
tailing trail mix sprinkle alenter
fented mink milk festoon new gender
i came i saw i flexed then exited through
entrance dug hole home for trap door syndrome
created deep within folds come pulsurated conondare
spun spinor pure nugget tucked away from blind eye vision
illusion consorting concubine contortionist lemonway order gainer
leaning fame run end to end entelmen wren sung a song of the sweet cudgel
foremost aloofinate aghosting brush too closeness to infinitely enjoyable notes to sink singing

plenter ov feesch

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corrosion
derision
affixing
hurclackon

are you an anachronism backward?
you seem to have missed the point
tips are no longer offered for freedom
and as the curtain calls...
i hail another

mary jane

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oh miss miss miss

this is ten years
in the making

smell still trapped
under these nails

feeling blissful
listful and uplifted

i love the way you move

whilst

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i awake as a fugitive once again
i call upon my own for a word of help
i contemplate flowers left by neighbor
i listen to anti pop remnant
i crunch on spinach and onion
i pound out beethoven instruction
i read the writings of surprised reply
i play with word twisting posting
i cool my skin with crisp sky
i warm the kernal with connection
i stare to the ragged tree sketch
i pull back on the moon's tugging
i whisper my own messages at the sun
i am in love with a woman who is not here
i feel the horizon as an ideal of brightness
i think of wild garden grove wandering
i dream inside the treasured river

polvet golinip

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i'm colving and lolving still
just a revolver solving the air of fey glades
supporting dirt on naughty grey knees
say it again and again do it i dare you
know when i say it shoot and stay skybound
hey hi rise rides given not a clever teather cleaving
don knotts to cardboard cutouts twice penitant turned permanent
burntout only almost creasing freakpower high cheek borrowing
golden hairs for no shever shivering in black holes forever floatilla
en never naked go to pings flowing once in by land
twice if by thrice one christ comming up and down the tube tunic bobbing for bombinants
so cut loose and just lose yourself in sicamore creamery streams this holiday season
i say day dream it as it comes up to the bubbling surface of fate grates gracing our presents in favored pastimes
hant hesitates facing shagged downward dog known exactly where you want to be beez fleecing while
estranging second sanded weavens sure maven raved again through fenfame pillpen penpal gents going sold to
dolphin mean feats lending seven feet round these cold dark streets again
like dragged saxon misfires for the fornicating hairlip carols marked by harken charcoals passed to
hands hired for whack smack sacking and i'm hiking the catholic school girl back to camp
should she can she canned fending for herselven shelves and forty four minutes among them i ask answer
don't think so so i sown up sorta sota shoda closer than the close fit down there to tear a new one proudly saying

i can accept the bludgeoning as you get rushed
whuhsh in a blur claws to fending fence faces
crass thrush outside the mind's eye ampersand
even if i take a few on the way to my grips
you're going down i say
that's right life
you're going down

the final spinal tap

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this one is going to hurt she said
no no it's ok don't worry he said
how can i? it's dangerous she said
just don't look down then he said

with my axe

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! : i open it
& : it's locked
! : i open it anyway
& : how?
! : with my axe
& : it doesn't open
! : why not?

[ laughter ] ]|[*4]

they always ask me whom i want to meet
are you out there? i know you're out there
i'm madly in love with your medicine chest
but your prescriptions seem to be marked
'refills left - zero'

[ redaction ] *||55n!|

borderline _______________________ people ___ suffer from _________identity _____ ______________________________________________________ alcoholism, child abuse _________________ common, ____________________ mostly young women. originally thought to be ___________________________ neurosis__________________________________ regulation.
____________________
.frantic _____________________________ abandonment
._____________________characterized by alternating _________________________ devaluation
._______disturbance: ________________________self_________ sense of self
.recurrent _____________ gestures, ____________ or self______________
._____________ to act ____________ without _______________ consequences
._______________ any course __________________ immediate reward
.____________________ intense and unstable _______________________________________
.___________________ avoid ___________
.______________fundamentally ______ unworthy. __________________________ empty, __________ little idea __________. ______________________________________ isolated and lacking __________________________________ alone
.__________________________________ end a relationship ____________________________ fear of abandonment, ____________________extremes in order ________________________________require support __________________________________________________ choose to stay _____________________________ someone ______ exhibits ________________

reigns to pours

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just got word my statement was ripped apart : not a start
just got word tyrell was killed on saturday night : we will miss you
just got word big red is going down to the scrap heap : bing bong goodbye sir

i refuse

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in the liner notes to 'lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven' it states : 'this tape recording was a broken road. & in the end, it was just a tentative xxxxx stagger towards the pale&holy fading light...(it was a cold and lonely winter.) so: this tape recording is the last stanza of a 3page chapter; we dedicate this stanza to quiet refusals, loud refusals and sad refusals. we dedicate it to every prisoner in the world...'

the following piece i wrote on november 26 about someone i know knew would like to know but she silently slips away like a trilavistic femto presence . i am resentful moth

i refuse
listen

brown . kite . cake . curmudgeon
slice . have . eat it too
fermented metal end the right eyetow
shadow spine in back of you

inside a little girl weaping
braving storm by the outside one
finger inside where all displacement
two at a time chose torn under sun

on the grate with 17 blankets
gigantic buried under the dirt
hide eyes behind custard
try hard not to reach out

nice touch . "you are a weakness"
shiver slide tounge undone
laugh talk for hours in the forest
tell me you might be the one

tell me . take me . feed me . love me
i refuse

touch me . peel me . feel me . tempt me
i refuse

a bruised chin sideways world ending
defending friendship sail from taint
lie down to get back right in
slip self under the gate

finger cold bricks it used to be a window
in the darkness cause you can not shine
hide and start to feel me inside you
do you feel it?

ride home as the dense fog shifting
idle . purr . ratchet . groan
torn between all your wanting
pain . fear . unknown . alone

today you choose to lose me
your mind hesitates
feeling helpless selfless
now i sit watch listen and wait

animal lust brain in wandering
psionic fruit from seeds whole sown
mashed and mixed fixed into recepticle
take a bite hum softly and grow

eat me . drink me . kiss me . suck me
i refuse

lead me . bleed me . taste me . leave me
i refuse

they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away
they all fall away

decide deicide

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now
flaze blazing fuzz back in the grass along toss up again
spy hot airlift tarmac cordoned off by shaded barrels
find the heliocentric metric just to prove you're still worth it . is it birthed yet?
earlier that week
slide into booth plastic leather grips your pleather as hair tilt no filter on the word
like i said before you crash and burn these signals cooked up churned sucked under barge
ha! make motion as iff you're anywhere close to martyrdom . further than the nearest star you are
one question : less or more? grip it smile and while i should have turned down the invitation
i'm told they replaced the floor because blood doesn't wash out of old wood
especially when the traders fix the price from remote afloated locations
no bother . i'll get hot and grabbing when this coil stops throbbing
through the mind like confessionals gone by the detective's wayside
a few years back
on my back again . full couch . soft lips . bright eyes
broken by key in lock door swing oh he's here with friends
bad news . breathe . time to decide . dormancy or deicide . open your mind
how fast can you think? how fast can you slide? how fast can you prepare for warfare?
you haven't trained for this one yet . new territory choke the fear down
as fast as psionic locking in the first version it all goes down
who are you? no i wasn't . screaming . start to stretch . it's coming . hop
i said let me out of this room or i'll defend myself
but no heed . even a warning didn't deter confidence as i began to be beaten
savage flailing and anger provides chink in chain finds himself groundbound
bruised organ fate traded for tumbling into kitchen betwixt three fists swinging . friend jumps in
don't you two realize i'm going for the clean knife? too late! now both cut stabbed and fallen
third in the corner holding her down reconsidering position . loyalty . rethumbing piece in pocket
she squirms . he twists . releases . pulls dark metal . i freeze . please . no . eyes down . look at your friends
time to call for help . no time for bullets . this isn't your fight . want to go to prison?
think twice . think thrice . she gets up . screaming . he glazes . pulls closer
bad move . snatch . bite . rock . spit . point . stop . heave . breathe
do not move . calm down . where is your phone? where is your phone? now! dial . please help . i'm sorry . no i don't live here
await the best better cortex rolling up throw off many bothans lain next to gravel pit . they don't tag toes onsite
in cell . await legals . blocks assembling rapidly . parts apuzzled . where was i? oh yes . things you don't know yet
my advice present time
even when fed and drawn by line and hook be prepared to grow hands from fins to choke the fisherman's throat
grab it . lift it . squeeze it . twist it . rip it . toss it to baby dragons . they are hungry . starving
this is a risk we bake in like small plastic beads on the tinfoil preheat section of the deap sea oven

brood

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squid

until then

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purple skies . elation identification . pain management
i'm so high right now and i haven't taken drugs in months
another long meaningfully deep conversation tonight
of life . of direction . connection and awakening . action
haji, you truly do shine . i miss you
this is a two way ear behind a six way mirror . i am amateur oracle
'more of an apprentice' mine says with wise smile abysmal eyes
she is vast wisdom . of stone . of wood . of water . of air
i am learning how to protect while passing on to the next protectors
soon we will become one with everything
a singularity of love and understanding
where nothing else matters
until then, i carry the light for growth
until then, i travel in darkness to hide my numbers
until then, i burn hot fuel inside my soul

knifemart

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this was sent to me as spam
i believe it is from aesop's fables

From : "Finbar Hummel"
To : "Phaedrus Staple"
Subject : Re: gymkhana

her to pieces. Woe is me, exclaimed the Doe, who have escaped from man,
only to throw myself into the mouth of a wild beast? In avoiding one
evil, care must be taken not to fall into another. The Farmer and the
Fox A FARMER, who bore a grudge against a Fox for robbing his poultry
yard, caught him at last, and being determined to take an ample revenge,
tied some rope well soaked in oil to his tail, and set it on fire. The
Fox by a strange fatality rushed to the fields of the Farmer who had
captured him. It was the time of the wheat harvest; but the Farmer
reaped nothing that year and returned home grieving sorely. The Seagull
and the Kite

listening parts 1 II iii four Φ

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1 : ain't no sunshine
listen

ain't no sunshine when she's gone
it's not warm when she's away
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and she's always gone too long
anytime she goes away
wonder this time where she's gone
wonder if she's going to stay
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away
well i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know
i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know
i know i know i know i know i know i know i know i know
hey i outta leave the young thang alone
but there ain't no sunshine when she's gone
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
only darkness every day
ain't no sunshine when she's gone
and this house just ain't no home
anytime she goes away
anytime she goes away
anytime she goes away
anytime she goes away

~bill withers



II : 50 ways to leave your lover
listen

the problem is all inside your head she said to me
the answer is easy if you take it logically
i'd like to help you in your struggle to be free
there must be fifty ways to leave your lover

she said it's really not my habit to intrude
furthermore, i hope my meaning won't be lost or misconstrued
but i'll repeat myself at the risk of being crude
there must be fifty ways to leave your lover
fifty ways to leave your lover

you just slip out the back, jack
make a new plan, stan
you don't need to be coy, roy
just get yourself free
hop on the bus, gus
you don't need to discuss much
just drop off the key, lee
and get yourself free

she said it grieves me so to see you in such pain
i wish there was something i could do to make you smile again
i said i appreciate that and would you please explain
about the fifty ways

she said why don't we both just sleep on it tonight
and i believe in the morning you'll begin to see the light
and then she kissed me and i realized she probably was right
there must be fifty ways to leave your lover
fifty ways to leave your lover

you just slip out the back, jack
make a new plan, stan
you don't need to be coy, roy
just get yourself free
hop on the bus, gus
you don't need to discuss much
just drop off the key, lee
and get yourself free

~paul simon



iii : true love waits
listen

i'll drown my beliefs
to have you be in peace
i'll dress like your niece
and wash your swollen feet

just don't leave
don't leave

i'm not living
i'm just killing time
your tiny hands
your crazy kitten smile

just don't leave
don't leave

and true love waits
in haunted attics
and true love lives
on lollipops and crisps

just don't leave
don't leave

~radiohead



four : i believe
listen

shattered dreams, worthless years
here am i encased inside a hollow shell
life began, then was done
now i stare into a cold and empty well

the many sounds that meet our ears, the sights our eyes behold
will open up our merging hearts
and feed our empty souls

i believe when i fall in love with you it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time it will be forever

without despair we will share
and the joys of caring will not be replaced
what has been must never end
and with the strength we have won't be erased
when the truths of love are planted firm
they won't be hard to find
and the words of love i speak to you will echo in my mind

i believe when i fall in love with you it will be forever
i believe when i fall in love this time it will be forever

come on, let's fall in love
you're the woman i've been waiting for
come on, let's fall in love
you're the girl that i really adore
come on, let's fall in love
don't you wanna fall in love?
don't you wanna fall in love with me?

~stevie wonder



Φ : the swan
listen

[ from carnival of the animals ]

~camille saint-saëns

death's head

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silken eyes tightly shut on sidewalk stepping
maybe fall astray to put a skip in it
herpetic willow melts from face faintly
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when it awakens from its sleep

chenille plucked from behind ear
twisted sparkly golden thread
clung to shower wall like spider eyes
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when it bites in the night

another day to pave
in another chute ready to load in
i survive a war without cerebration
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when it spreads wings inside the mind's hive

why why why
i don't know i don't get it
sad set sinking sickness
suffering is indeed a hawkmoth
when you get lost following it fluttering

the long goodbye

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i open my gigantic mouth so you can peer inside
strife fought sans the fist these days
sometimes life hands you a mannequin hand
my gut feels it knows better than other organs as
heated heart jumps up into the brain

sliding shifting as if
living in quicksand or
playing in circus balls on the
edge of a great potential
will we fall in to find pure water?

swimming with 23 gifts given yes surprised
beautiful brown eyes sparkle
ties replaced by woven chaperones
comfortable green noted und doted
blend in with tinted folium

feather floating down the kiss of stardust
i wet my lips in case . i lift off
is it final? it is . it is not . it is . it is not
it wants to be stable but nothing is still
and still nothing is

broken string presentar post
practicar en un barco de vela
set sail to the emote islands
eat me . drink me . sink me
off the coast of utopia

lifeboat
afloat . adrift . alote
alight . remote . verboten
kept in . grin hid . bin fed
grade a . grate made . great sin

rented squids rarely wash up on the beach
i've hinted at the tint of my tender underbelly
don't worry about your pokings
you got what you always wanted and i mean it
you are golden

i'll practice my french for the spankings
promise
dust off your velociraptor costume and i'll dig out the robot
i am too curious what it would all be like
better than anything ever i'm sure

vocal in person forging kneading out bubbles as
resentment felt melting away from monsters awoken to breathe
left naked no aril coating this
pristine seed sleeping in
space between feelings and fins

i make
eye contact with this dream
before it cradles my warmth
sweet smell trapped internal eternally
a three day hug

i will breathe you forever
touching love like lightning
we quiver and silently wish
i look down then back up again
'dear boy'

in hand and head heart pumps swelling blood
i picture perfect arcs and empty obstacles as
i release the boomerang
i will catch you if you return
goodnight

yours not mine

a.bdngo8y2://

. termination trains thought gedanken satellite might sit on eyeball lagrange point data
. beta sentient download into pinto painting fine art skyline sparticus came for your submarine particle theories
. calibrated laertes bandshell plucked up by giant cloud giant calipers
. reference frame vice unplugged obgyn ekg machinery teamsters oxed up yolken millikelvin millikan horse breeding on cold spots
. welcome to the highest map this one's w between v and x effects crew left their blackbody kit behind
. here's a free weekend
. don't spend it all at one time
. turn the lathe to anisotropy and check my assumptions double
. e
. troubles me you keep chanting gut in your sleep
. edna find ray to fetch my gas mask
. we're about to go down in a sea of fermi
. down below resounding sounds invariant peak from 67 rose plucked picked back up to 71 skip it don't skip it
. do what i say compute what i know
. blow like a friend when i grow
. quadrapole t-rope proposed a tale of large scales
. dragontime!
. flowing flagon
. zugyug and smashed yug nasty with a weapon
. pills start
. bills stop
. bother better hung head brother
. let's measure out the scope together
. coke in cold weather
. anyone care to slap leather with me?
. believe in drawn sorority pants tight in the ass flare in the hip such pairs separated by angle done the right way
. motsa balls and gothic girl carebares
. pleather chaps sold separately
. stop crying
. i'm just about to change the bag so step back
. define livid lap dance mechanisms characterized by pure demoted backlash devotees
. sum is one sumgum caught steeling bars up behind your teeth stuck up in the craw
. don't have to subzoom and fit proboscus considered invariant power grab by us 5 think tank members
. i'm quasi
. i shaved up
. flowed downdraft back handed brainstorm compatibility
. log cabin hat trick sanity
. call the next litmus
. witness protection plan banerjee
. boom! i'll call in the bomb threat after the concrete scatters
. brewster's millions couldn't put it all back together again
. bulk flow from the fishnets
. material girl zipped up and never seen again
. deflect the question at experimental question and answer sessions
. love thy neighbor redskin force field
. quintescence racist forced you out the resource fleeing
. what happened in 93?
. i ask for baseboard meter measured shtick saved a stitch in time when the shrapnel entered the skull sideways
. this just in
. what?
. whew it was yours and not mine

phenom recon

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while i stand as a torque
go ahead . lie down
nothing but a cheap corpse resounding fin fang tastic tactics taxed
tisk it task it shame on your faxed triscuit
ground up in the munch mulch hellbound fraked
like primary colors invading poland
employ mouth unholy whole in a hole of a half dozen demon mating time
did you check it? you still don't know the half yet
felt so good and now my zygote son sprouts horns and sunken mulligans
take your passion back to riptide swingset seesaw mechanism
explanation of how you managed to flip quilted bits on me
pits from georgia peach tree fell and who lent an ear? truly
mountain steering back to ridge split silt slit glyphic guilt party
finger on clitoris barnacle story . so sorry . so sorry
you and you and you are all invited spite the spritzer
bluffing wolf blitzkrieg sagging melted ferrous partners past the cliff limit
too bad you can't spy me i'm in 1984 in the fort i built
fuzzed chairs, canopy afghans, and potato pillows break dancing
since i lacked a big or half brother no one's watching
now and again check your watch now not later 21 years past
shit! miffed! clipped! grip!
chompin at the bit to die
on the brain about it daily
nostrils smell of old big easy
pleased i arrived before sad sections
broken wall fell on the copper top refueling
like a bowl snapped at the end of a trapped snake
no ring on the finger
fraked
yes i said fraked!
for fucks sake

birthday spankings

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i saw a boot get passed to a man's abdomen
apparently you're not allowed on stage
what should i do with this record, bro?
we don't have that one
two lezbians with the same name
phychologist eyeliner on the bus with no driver
lean over so i can tease your cleavage
smoke the singalong pet name for stranger angels
smell behind my ear to check the immune system
dance like yesterday had no tomorrow
never ever jam today
scotty makes me snort snuff off a stiff sniff board
abort! too late
his savage bliss sits next to champangne bottle and candle on table
twin beef
mine resides on shore of an abstract sea gift among shells, silver fork, and knife
a race to open the wrapper
maybe i packed the wrong lunch
polish blonde working coat check doesn't know chopin
gimme a god damn pen joe barks
scribbling explicit instructions
is she comming with us? no didn't ask
the mouth of a pharmacist could never be more welcoming
is she comming with us? oh yea
prescribe me something tasty
i can only dispense lilting
still a student
dispense me something sweet then
and be quick about it
find waldo in the doorway
adrian's smacked ass smacked raw
frightened patrons from our anti sandbag antics
mike bites heads off your roses
dancing like a tortured animal escaped from the manhole
shane and satchmo share an underestimated bond
among eight late night migrants packed into one frosty pickup
where's the man of the house goes the prank to old numbers with
sara happy as alive as ever and now a mother with
cory birthday boy boot bound x-ray graced with
chop move like a wood chipper crayfish
gran mal
ross your tiling is exquisite
thinkin bout gettin laid round midweek
fixin ta

wish as you want

hnvb-09u3yf://

i am spectacle
to eyes ears tounge nose skin
sense me

i am receptacle
to facts and feelings
how does it all flow into me

i am synthesizer
to your dots that need connecting
where to start what's a picture

i am catalyst
to confrontation
finally talk with reality

i am threat
to boyfriend
even though he doesn't know the half

i am creator
to a world
bathed in rotting spells sleeping sentience

i am receiver
to thoughts and emotions
'what are you thinking' so you say it aloud

i am destructor
to false walls
seeing through and true

i am moth
to a meeting
wonder how i know

i am question
to the mist
where absolute truth hides

i am solvent
to pseudo info clot
connected wires dissolve petrified ships

i am human
to your chagrin
and i hurt like a compost hole

i am ghost
to your imagination
shadow imprint wailing in brain

i am solitar
to myself but not alone
many inside here to keep me warm

i am trick
to climb up and disappear
all you see a rope leading nowhere

i am man
to pass up
'i wish i was strong enough'