play's over

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even if it's necessary
your silence really hurts
i know it shouldn't
and that i am stronger
than you could imagine
but somehow i think i care
more than i care to admit
even though i've admitted it
quite clearly to you before
i have shared a lot with you
much you have shared with me
and if it had been me you met just 3 times
you would swim across the ocean to find me

i had no delusions of us together as lovers
even when i started to really feel your presence
but i did think we would continue as friends
which sort of puzzles me when i think about it
as if the whole world knew the secret i wasn't in on
but that's ok since i'm not here for secrets anyway
so now i'm thinking what now? solo island adventure?
and i guess it's time to start compiling text
this is an interesting ending at least
but just know that between me and you,

you lose.

play's over
go home