31 July 2007

i'm climbing

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i fell . what happened?
hit my head . confused
stumbled . darkness
cold earth . damp roots
inner deep place
gasping for air
grasping for balance
fasting for friendship
unlasting sailing
looked up . light
howling . hungry

sat down
gave in
slept
awoke
thought
understanding
decision
action

crawling out hole
clawing in clay
now are climbing
hands over foot
out then upright
on to striding

patient searching
senses opened
further until
rot spotted
no pause
only a
rush inward
stone face
fully engaged
happily resolved

to cut down
all fears
to fell
all obstacles
to fend
all friends
to love
all enemies

by chance comes answers
to questions of consequence
as in 'paradox awaits'
yet one wish is certain

i am coming for you

chanting
death to all hatred
death to predation
death to all who seek destruction

best to give up now
while you still can
before your mind
becomes silenced

forever

is it necessary

,.akjdg72166://

hidden in leaves
..an
omen of peacetime
some call blessing
..but
i must admit
i have missed
mine long time
might be necessary

button been jammed
..and
soon replacing face
..then
sand scrubbing circuits
can be necessary

need can crawl
out of hole
..for
to redig into
cold folding world
..it
could be necessary

..now
circular reasoning swings
snakes to surface
..with
yellow in open
whisp white away

..yes
it is necessary

30 July 2007

dim the dark

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in the dark
some ways i see floaters
but mostly in light
i see sparkling eyes
warped through wisdom
days of curiosity

in the dark
we question
and think by candle
afraid to reach into unknown
but mostly in light
we free ourselves of burden
and think of earth's beautiful mother

what happened?

21 July 2007

empty death into my mouth

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i drink life
repeating our oath
with bone rings on soaked bandages
flesh found clawing through stone
air scroll ward weary woman . alift

even spiders can slip
into crush of solar claws
knowing all too well
how to order avengence

a world closing in on hatred
as we wish for devouring
tale spun . tail missing
beneath cowl . whimpers

following ages of experience
we wade into brackish blood
to take the head
to show the children
they are safe again

19 July 2007

the oracle

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poison
toys in the attic
eggs in my innards
'make me a baby'
she shouts from her other room
i laugh . eyehook elsa entry
rocking chair empty
like mind . needs empty

'make me into something wonderful'
she sighs . knows
the window is dirty
we sip lemonade in silence
my skin feels hot
notice her silver
through haze of coco butter

i tell her of the butterfly
she says 'let her go'
somehow i already know the answers
but i've been sick with thoughts
now dissipated by deep wise eyes
concentrate on keeping the peace
breathing . eating . sleeping
you have great work to do . do i?

i tell her about dad
she is concerned
i fetch tweezers as she digs
in the herbs and oils
the sun comes out behind a cloud
glass sweating . boys yelling on bikes
she wraps it in brown paper
hands to me with cracked fingers
i look at her arm . she pauses

i tell her where i'm at
she tells me where she's at
we fuse . long look
i step out into a breeze
nod to mischief
alive . anew

17 July 2007

surface attack

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16 July 2007

the arisen

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i sweat darkness
as hospital appears
one found fang
under lid
of antiquity

distorted pupils
come teach taunting
eyed up
down
i'd stop smiling
if i had been you

of course, i am not
i am claw from crying sky
arresting hate and sickness
with shred to fervor
love to bursting

shield your eyes
open soul chute
hole two escape
elegant crew closed
ride with golden gaze
toward enemy mind

destroy doing
flow into ruin
path back breathe
halfway then pause
to heal wing and whisper

keep mixing

shine

war face

a,.jdg8726://

i stepped in something
wet
just now

tell into row hole

how to slip it off
come rush crash, was it?
know a raw woeful peel beginning

treat it with
chin up in stare face
of cliff limits call till

coal fall fang warning
we fetch loose explosion
to turn back arrows
from frightened expression

leaping into vapor
alarm darkness

alone

allowed
alive

screaming

11 July 2007

solitarity

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the blessing
the curse
are mine

as always
i breathe

[ in ]

[ out ]

return to
solitarity

<---reappearing act--->

/aljg8727://

it's
looking like

i'm
going to
have to



--->disappear<---



for
this to

|| work ||

as a



<---reappearing act--->

love is a parasite

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slipping in slow fall
as tiny ones sharpen
teeth on inner bones
i regenerate . contemplate

how to repair a broken ship?

for me with
free breathing
fragile handles
move to not smother all while
distance stretches energy
to two points overlapping
where i wrap my mind
ingest new medicine
write in darkness
off in the light

and while i await real healing
i find my own insides are squirming

lying prone
floating shore
hoping something hungry
from the sea or the sky
will save me from destruction
as colossal eye
reaches seeking from deep
no longer on free food
i think into it's inner mouth

while within...burning . realigning
shift of person
roles to shoal
i now eat from inside the beast
wishing for my cycle to continue
i want love to consume me
i want to be eaten alive
please come for me
please

05 July 2007

painted worms

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time to realize the deceased will always be deceased

and colors don't come in pairs

they just sort of crowd each other on the colorwheel

02 July 2007

shaded evening

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heart pounds head mount
friend fountain line in flowing
unalone in flash wish spark
inside eye to eye spaces
face chased giggle
settle sound hook fine securely
to turn hurt into furling

some say too early, but instantly sighted
earlier curly fine time a blanket of seabed
wow was all i thought of as we wade into each other
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